demo recordings 2005 1,2,3,6,8: kub 5,7: rad & kub 4: rad 1. worm 2. token 3. nail 4. there's only one 5. only one 6. take my life 7. fade away 8. november i died worm Built for years with will and craft Just to fall in a day to dust It marks the quality Shows capabilities So many words of truth and pride Spoken loudly to cover the lies Like babbling of a child Offspring of an infant mind What I heard was just and pure What I saw was immature Foul smell of decadence Never made any sense    What you see is what you can get    And when you do, don't you ever regret    The world lies free for you to take    The rules are made for you to brake    Don't think too much, just set your aims    You're only worth what you can gain    Take no prisoners, life is war    Deceive and use - that's what friends are for    Burn the bridges, don't look back    ...a man became a mindless fuck What's on my mind I always say The words I speak I never betray Just look and learn you worm This is the truth you've scorned token There's so much hurt I have to share There's much more pain than you can bare It pumps the blood inside my veins Seems there's not more to life than pain    I couldn't be lower    It couldn't reach deeper    Can't find the way out    In the dark I'm stuck There's the image carved in my mind I have to look until I find And piece by piece I build again And step by step I'm closing in    This trail I'll follow    This bait I'll swallow    Must be clean this time    Has to fit this time This is the dawning of a new life The hope is high, the fear has died I'm stepping now in my own tracks To fall again in the same trap    This image carved    I've almost found    Next time it will fit    Or next time I'll go down nail Alone I stand, wind in my hair I thought I've heard Some turbulence in midnight air In perfect darkness sounds form shapes I reach out my hand Is there anything for me to take    And I thought I touched, and I thought I felt    Just to realize    It was in my head, there was nothing there Wide open eyes but cannot see No chance to find Where lies the path that brought me here I close my eyes to look inside To find some help Recall the things lost in my mind    And then I see, and then I know    It wasn't me    I didn't get here on my own I see it clear now the darkness's gone Remember now I know who left me here alone I shouldn't look, I shouldn't try It slept in peace Now it's awake, it never died    It bleeds me dry, tears me apart    There's no excuse    I hit the nail into my heart there's only one they can sing they can dance they can take almost every chance to produce a useless shit and make you pay for that they will sell they will suck they will scream for cash and you are getting fucked *** and this is the only way to make you see the truth yes we are the only ones to show you what they do is just no good the only one this only one this is the one way to say everyting only one dummy moves they can dance empty words they can sing they can take almost every chance to produce some useless shit then they make you pay for it they will sell very well they will suck, suck a lot on their way to success they will loudly scream for cash willingly you're getting fucked *** there's only one there's only one there's only one this is the one way to say everything *** and there's only one way and this is the only way to make you see the truth yes we are the only ones to show you what they do is no good there's only one there's only one there's only one this is the one way to say everything take my life my skin is thin my eyes are grim all turned to gray they took my life away life leads to grave the day comes today godless I pray god take my life away this pain's too big to swallow it guides me, I will follow I leave today I take my life away I cut my veins, I see my blood is this my life that's running out? flows from my veins it takes my life away fade away    there's a time    when all goes by    no more tries    you're left aside my mind is set, my thoughts are still there's nothing more for me to feel without a change time passes by it seems I set my aims too high still in the place, within this frame the future came and felt the same it's not too late to realize ignite the torch and sit aside    there will be nothing to say    there will be time to leave    why should I bother to dwell    when I have nothing to give    I realize it's time to fade away so many years, so many tries I did no wrong yet failed to pass I didn't know, I didn't care the time will come I won't be there    whatever hurts won't go    whatever heals won't show    I'm not the first to fail    I'm not the last so frail    they were before, they are no more    there will be nothing to say    there will be nothing to give    I realize it's time for me to leave november i died there had been life inside there had been longing for life i had it in my hands i had a future then i lost a hopeless fight i swallowed tears i cried i locked myself inside it was november i died    i still remember that night    it was november i died now i am dead inside there's nothing left of life though years are passing by it was november i died    the fittest should survive    so i was right to die    the pain is on my side    it was november i died    no chance for me to revive    it was november i died    i still remember that night    it was november i died