FRAIL

1,2,3,4,6,9,10: kub
5,8: rad & kub
7: rad

1. take my life
2. worm
3. nail
4. token
5. only one
6. fascist jehovah
7. gone
8. fade away
9. november i died
10. take me home


take my life

my skin is thin
my eyes are grim
all turned to gray
they took my life away

life leads to grave
the day comes today
godless I pray
god take my life away

this pain's too big to swallow
it guides me, I will follow
I leave today
I take my life away

I cut my veins, I see my blood
is this my life that's running out?
flows from my veins
it takes my life away


worm

Built for years with will and craft
Just to fall in a day to dust
It marks the quality
Shows capabilities

So many words of truth and pride
Spoken loudly to cover the lies
Like babbling of a child
Offspring of an infant mind

What I heard was just and pure
What I saw was immature
Foul smell of decadence
Never made any sense

   What you see is what you can get
   And when you do, don't you ever regret
   The world lies free for you to take
   The rules are made for you to brake
   Don't think too much, just set your aims
   You're only worth what you can gain
   Take no prisoners, life is war
   Deceive and use - that's what friends are for
   Burn the bridges, don't look back
   ...a man became a mindless fuck

What's on my mind I always say
The words I speak I never betray
Just look and learn you worm
This is the truth you've scorned


nail

Alone I stand, wind in my hair
I thought I've heard
Some turbulence in midnight air

In perfect darkness sounds form shapes
I reach out my hand
Is there anything for me to take

   And I thought I touched, and I thought I felt
   Just to realize
   It was in my head, there was nothing there

Wide open eyes but cannot see
No chance to find
Where lies the path that brought me here

I close my eyes to look inside
To find some help
Recall the things lost in my mind

   And then I see, and then I know
   It wasn't me
   I didn't get here on my own

I see it clear now the darkness's gone
Remember now
I know who left me here alone

I shouldn't look, I shouldn't try
It slept in peace
Now it's awake, it never died

   It bleeds me dry, tears me apart
   There's no excuse
   I hit the nail into my heart


token

There's so much hurt I have to share
There's much more pain than you can bare
It pumps the blood inside my veins
Seems there's not more to life than pain

   I couldn't be lower
   It couldn't reach deeper
   Can't find the way out
   In the dark I'm stuck

There's the image carved in my mind
I have to look until I find
And piece by piece I build again
And step by step I'm closing in

   This trail I'll follow
   This bait I'll swallow
   Must be clean this time
   Has to fit this time

This is the dawning of a new life
The hope is high, the fear has died
I'm stepping now in my own tracks
To fall again in the same trap

   This image carved
   I've almost found
   Next time it will fit
   Or next time I'll go down


only one

dummy moves they can dance
empty words they can sing
they can take almost every chance
to produce some useless shit
then they make you pay for it

they will sell very well
they will suck, suck a lot
on their way to success
they will loudly scream for cash
willingly you're getting fucked

***

there's only one
there's only one
there's only one
this is the one
way to say everything

***

and there's only one way
and this is the only way
to make you see the truth
yes we are the only ones to
show you what they do is no good

there's only one
there's only one
there's only one
this is the one
way to say everything


fascist jehovah

Sort them out
Sort them out
Rechts zum Appell, links zu Gas
Let them serve
Let them crawl
And lick the shoes of Kapo Christ

Hail
Hail
Hail
Hail fliegender Übermensch

Gehorsam macht frei
Gebet macht frei
Blindheit macht frei
Herr Gott macht frei


gone

the pope must die
like you and i
just everyone of us
the organic mass

forever living
these lies you were given
old world now ends
no time to bend

cold and gone
cold and gone

think about the end
the ideal you pretend
drowning in their lies
now look into this eye

your heaven's burning
into ashes turning
are you concerned?
will you ever learn?

cold and gone
cold and gone

no help form above
are you strong enough?
just be aware
there's nothing there

the time goes by
you wanna know why
and how will you spend
time after your end?

cold and gone
cold and gone



fade away

   there's a time
   when all goes by
   no more tries
   you're left aside

my mind is set, my thoughts are still
there's nothing more for me to feel
without a change time passes by
it seems I set my aims too high

still in the place, within this frame
the future came and felt the same
it's not too late to realize
ignite the torch and sit aside

   there will be nothing to say
   there will be time to leave
   why should I bother to dwell
   when I have nothing to give
   I realize it's time to fade away

so many years, so many tries
I did no wrong yet failed to pass
I didn't know, I didn't care
the time will come I won't be there

   whatever hurts won't go
   whatever heals won't show
   I'm not the first to fail
   I'm not the last so frail
   they were before, they are no more

   there will be nothing to say
   there will be nothing to give
   I realize it's time for me to leave


november i died

there had been life inside
there had been longing for life
i had it in my hands
i had a future then

i lost a hopeless fight
i swallowed tears i cried
i locked myself inside
it was november i died

   i still remember that night
   it was november i died

now i am dead inside
there's nothing left of life
though years are passing by
it was november i died

   the fittest should survive
   so i was right to die

   the pain is on my side
   it was november i died

   no chance for me to revive
   it was november i died

   i still remember that night
   it was november i died


take me home

if I could fall into you again
if I could drown in you again
with every breath I sense your scent
in every shape I see your face

     I'm hurting bad
     please take me back
     I'm all alone
     please take me home

if I could touch your skin again
if I could brush your hair again
if I could kiss your eyes goodnight
once more to be a part of your life

     I'm hurting bad
     please take me back
     I'm all alone
     please take me home

       before my life runs out
       before my blood dries out
       before I fall too deep
       you gotta help me quick

to hold you in the dark of night
to wake you to the morning light
there is no thing I wouldn't do
if only you would want me to

     I'm hurting bad
     please take me back
     I'm all alone
     please take me home

       before my life runs out
       before my blood dries out
       before I fall too deep
       you gotta help me